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I've been thinking of many things lately and as usual have come to the painful conclusion about myself.
When I am watching people the strange feeling rises within me.
I already haven't felt it for about 2  years.  
This time I surely will not let it to explode in my head. 

Well, it's enough. 



If someone absolutely straightly, admitting everything,  says that he hated something in the past, it means that his feelings have totally changed now, right? Well, at least I hope so. 
And somehow it gives me feeling that this kind of experience, the experience of getting over your hate, really makes you stronger.

Well... it wasn't the best idea to listen to Tsuyoshi while writing esse about Dogen's teachings.
It wasn't for sure ^_^

 There is a srtange thing with me since I've woken up: my brother's song is playing in my head. And I wonder why? I didn't listen to it since his performance few months ago. 
But anyway I like it^_^ even though he seems to hate it... Ok, maybe hate isn't suitable word here, but still he don't like this song.
Don't like his own song! X_X 　なんだ、これ？
Maybe I should try to sing it. Just for fun XD　Or try to sing it together o.O... hahaha... that's will be craziness!

It seems that I've became a little bit obsessed with thus band ^^  They have quite unusual sound.  I do really like Mao's voice and the way he sings. 
And now I am searching like a crazy for their live videos)  Not too much found so far (actually therse isn't much yet, rigjt?xD ) 
But what I had luck to see is just WOW!  Mao at live is brilliant X3  I like  when Aki is singing along, it's cute, and Yuuya is really funny^^ 
This band has very interesting atmosphere... it's simple but warm at the same time... well don't know how to call this but I definitely like it. 
Aaa, SID's Izon no niwa is repeating in my head just like a broken record!
"iyaaa naite naite fusaide... " @_@

Maybe I should write here something... I don't know yet.

And, what language should I choose? English? Actually I do not speak it well. Japanese? Even worse =) Russian? I already have one, so it will become boring. 

Besides I really have to change my design but I have no idea how to do it. How to create my own one, I mean.